MessAndCoffee

My mom has a boyfriend, or I don't fuckin' know if they're married and I really really don't care. The thing is that my brother thinks he's his father, but he isn't and I hate him SO FUCKING MUCH and sometimes I just want to scream and tell the truth loud. I don't have a dad (well, obviously I have, but I don't know him very well, so he's like a stranger to me) and I wanted my life simple with my mom, my sister and my brother, but NO! He has to come and ruin my miserable life. I know I sound immature and stupid, but he really make me sick. I even see them having sex once and it's so disgusting and he's not even rich and I would love to go t

Have you ever feel that monster inside of you screaming that you will never be important in your life? I feel it in that class when they make us think about universities, careers and professions and it just makes me wanna die. I know that is probably adolescence, but it hurts. Like, you're gonna wake up in a few years and everybody's faces are gonna be disappointed and with sad faces and telling you "you just didn't make it". And it's gonna huuurt D: I know I'm making a storm for just a rain, but it scares me, I don't know if it's normal or I'm wrong. Just wanted to share this, and ask if someone has feel this or something. XO... Keep

I'm okay. I don't have anything to say, I just wanted the old journal entry to don't show up, because it was very pessimist. I'm downloading songs, I'm with my family, I don't have nothing to complain about. Just a little headache, but nothing can be perfect, right? XOXO